Why else this blog? I need the help.
So let me be perfectly clear. I have always believed that my single greatest desire in life is to create a life with a wife and children. Today I am 50 years old – 50-104/365 to be precise, and so far I have not succeeded in creating that life. So something doesn’t square between my desires and my choices, big time. This blog is a device to help me face into that, squarely, and take full responsibility for my choices, past and present.
It is vaguely nauseating to look at these words. And, like every other human being, I will work harder to avoid discomfort than to obtain pleasure. Write it down, nauseate myself…pretty soon making changes will start to look pretty good compared with another dose of nausea.
At least that’s the plan. And hey, writing this blog is change number one, right? :-P Ok, here goes: I can do this, I can do this…